My Puppy – Fatty

Really painful insight… That was a Tuesday, Eason (BiBi ~ New daddy's recommender) called me ~ He asks me whether is still with us। I knew this day will come soon! I felt extremely hateful... Is such so quick?! We have not ready with any preparation actually, that was because BiBi’s leaving us not even 2 weeks, my “sad mood” also has not returned to normal yet… it is just to fast that now I have to face with Ah Fat’s leaving… Too fast until I cannot accept and don’t know how to handle actually…

Such a sudden moment, I had not thought… the next minutes, I made a rang to Chin and told him about Eason is coming over… Who knew he has not responded at all?! Errrggghhh…
I was so sad, it was like so reluctantly I have to accept that Ah Fat is going to leave us soon…

Same situation like BiBi that day ~ I went home, brought Ah Fat to restroom… The sad scene started to appear in my mind again… Inside heart ~ I felt like carrying a heavy stone!!!

Ah Fat is actually an overweight puppy, his whole body covered by full dull black shinny hair… His eyes is actually big and round, because of he is just too dark, therefore some times we can’t really see his eyes... A male dog like him, he voice is really loud and strong when he barks! He is totally a Strongly Built and Vigorously puppies comparing to others…

We used to lye on the sofa and he was too playful and over excited… he jumped up on top on our belly and the post we normally have is ‘can’t even make a sound’ and ‘only can feel that our eye balls’ is dropping when this case happened!

Every time when I wanna to shower him, I will walk “hand in hand” with him and his actions will
normally acts like a little human baby to enter gradually with me into the restroom... He will jump up on top and stand on the covered toilet bowl. He will wait there quietly for me to get ready the warm water. He will stand obediently where enjoys me rubbing his back. He likes me to wash his hair and treating him like a human.

Approximately, we suppose to meet Eason on Thursday evening, Eason will come with his friend and bring away Ah Fat from us...

That Tuesday evening, Ah Fat was playing at the living room as usual, my little lonely disposition Catty (another female puppy with Cream colour) unexpectedly was giving extraordinarily attention to play with Ah Fat!
* We been keeping them since so long and we never seen Catty get along well with Ah Fat?!

Same day… when Chin came back, I was so happy to tell him about Catty and Ah Fat! Until that was time to sleep, I kept asking him with the same question ‘should we really give away Ah Fat to others?’ Because I discovered, in the past several years, we didn’t actually have time to take care them nicely. None of us have the extra time to pay attention to look after them. Therefore, that’s the only reason why they are now having rebel's behavior. I can see thoroughly Chin didn’t want to make such a bad decision too. But he has not actually detained any opinion for me.
~ Errrggghhh!!! I didn’t know how to express… I was sad and it was so hard for me to fall asleep on that particular night!~

Wednesday… Gosh! Here the critical moment come! Tomorrow will be “The Date”!
As usual Ah Fat was playing in the living room again… I was sitting on the sofa; Ah Fat suddenly lying on my legs and showed his adorable faces to me…
Oh My God ~ I can feel my heart was ‘MELTING’… And this lovely scene will not be able to appear again after Thursday evening!!!

The feeling inside me heart was like drinking the Lime Juice!
Damn it… suddenly I felt like I hate Thursday’s evening?! ~

Ha! Unbelievable… Who knows there’s sentences came out from Chin’s mouth… with ‘Dull and Heavy Voice’!
He said ~ “I think you called Eason and tell him don’t came tomorrow! Our Ah Fat is actually quite obedient!”
~ Oh??? My mind cannot respond at all in a sudden!
But inside my heart… I was like dancing on the huge big stage… Yeeaaah! Yeaaaahh! Yeaaaah!!!

I was so impatient, the second days the first minute after awake from my best sweet dream…I gave Eason a call and CANCELED our appointment with him!!!

So, now our Big Ah Fat is still with us …
~ And I am hoping that we will not change our mind and don’t give up Ah Fat anymore!!!

狗狗走了

BiBi – 我的灰色狗狗 ， Fatty – 我的黑色狗狗。
昨晚，要领养狗狗 的新爸爸终于杀到来了。
我出门那几天，电话已拼命响个不停，要跟我约时间上来家里拜访，可是都没有办法预约。
这一次，终于也没办法逃过了。。。
Eason （介绍人）- 告诉我，他朋友想要公的- Fatty。
我的心情，一致都很不好受。

下午，我就赶紧冲着回家，立愿一定要把他们整理干净，让人看了赏心悦目。
在帮他们洗澡时，我跟BiBi 说：“你是母的暂时没有人说要你，可是你要跟 阿Fat 说再见了咯！阿Fat 的新爸爸要来咯！阿Fat 走了不要伤心哦！

我也拼命跟 阿Fat 说，“新爸爸要来带你走咯，一定要听话让人喜欢哦！”
我跟它在厕所里呆很久，就是一致跟它道别，发现它真的听话，懂事。我摸着它的头，叫它到新家后别顽皮，别老是爱吠。真的不舍得！
哇！它望着我的眼神好像会说话一样。。。湿着身体，动也不动。

9点钟。。。来了，来了。。。电话到了！
怎么知道来了个好像见过的人，他就是 阿Fat 的新爸爸了！他带了黄色的笼子。。。就是这个东西，要用来装狗狗的！

它们都站在椅子上，阿Fat 就是不停地追着 Catty （我另一只米白色狗狗）。。。不停地追。阿Fat 的过动形象或许让新爸爸没有好评。。。怎么知道 阿Fat 的新爸爸最后要的竟然不是 阿Fat, 而是 BiBi 哦！！！
顿时，我心里一下子感觉很酸，因为我并没有预料到被抱走的竟然是BiBi，而且我没有跟它沟通好呢！完了。。。我心里极度内疚，极度伤感 ~ 。。。~

谈了整个小时，终于来到这一刻，Chin要把BiBi 放进笼里了。 可是怎么推，她也不进去。。。
看起来它真的没想到自己要被带走，其实我也没想到要被带走的是它！
我真的来不及整理心情，就在那时刻，“新爸爸”问我们，：你们舍得把它送走吧？。。。 我的天阿，要我怎么答呢？- - 我的答案竟然简单得离谱，：“就不舍得阿！可是没办法，只有忍痛割爱！”
BiBi 在笼子里面很慌张，有点挣扎。。。

“新爸爸”从口袋里拿了个红包给我们。。。我的反应真的大，立刻说：“不要，我们不是要卖女儿，是希望它可以有个适合的地方，活得更好！” - - 新爸爸最后还是把红包给了我们，他说，风俗本来应该买糖送过来。。。听了后，我也希望BiBi 以后活得健康快乐就收下了。

阿Fat 应该还是想不通，为什么BiBi 会被放进笼子里被人带着走。。。 当“新爸爸”走出门口的那一刻，它追了出去。。。 是我和Chin 把它给拉回来。哼！我那时刻真的难受极了！坐在椅子上，眼泪不知觉地流了出来。。。
而跟BiBi一起生活了2年多的 阿Fat, 当天晚上也哭叫了整晚。。。
Chin跟我说：“我们要祝福BiBi在新家一定会活得更好！”